Colab with Miss Vicc Repasi 

 PLEA-SURE Performance 

 Tie, Bind, Bond, Attach, Secure (2018)


 'Shibari' - the Art of Binding 

 I entered this role a bit hesitant but still intrigued since I have  been tied up before. In a relaxed outfit during a free dance class,   in order to experience "Holding" - what it feels like to

be held, by yourself, by someone else, by your parents or by Youniverse itself. 

This was a bit tougher. More serious. Professional. And far  more exposed. I was being nervous ever since Miss Vicc asked  me because I knew it was gonna flip things, but she did a good  job keeping me in the game buying expensive beautiful colorful  ropes with names like "Peacock". 

 I got tied up into three various positions during the session  which lasted the two hours of the opening - Lotus, standing

and sitting tied onto a chair. I went through a wide range of intense emotions such as shame, fear, anger, pride, strength, exhaustion,  resignation and relief. 

My mind went into this quiet meditative state called 'Subspace'  and I got some pretty clear insights - various messages in each  position. I also experienced some kind of quiet communication  between me and Miss Vicc since she came to my rescue as soon

as I thought that I was about to faint. 


Before this deeply transformative exorcist shadow-work journey I used to feel  repelled by these kinds of pictures. I thought they were scary and all about pain and misery. It is. On one hand. On the other  there's pleasure and peace. Just as within life itself. 


When you confront what scares you, facing "the dark side"

and bring it into the day- or even spotlight, challenging

yourself to step out of your comfort zone, you grow and let go. 


You cleanse and you reach another state of bliss. 

You find your way back to your path, whether you were or felt  lost or not you'll feel more safe and secure. I feel humbled and  grateful and I'm actually proud of my bruises.


I highly recommend a Shibari experience to anyone feeling  resistant.